Tuesday, March 29th, 2005
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6:12 pm - IV
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You know what.
I give up on gym.
I'm sick of it. I'm sick of trying to make myself look good in his eyes.
Thats it
I'm done.
He can go choke on a dick.
J'DORE VU
current mood:  crappy
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Sunday, March 27th, 2005
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2:03 pm - III
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I think I know why I don't like gym. It's cause he is liked by a LOT of other little people. I don't like that. I'm one of those people who don't like to conform. I hate liking what, who, where you like. I want to be an individual. I want to be praised and loved.
Praise and Love me beeetchez.
So yeah. I think thats it. It annoys me his ego it does. I have one too.
Lol I'm one screwed up chicken.
Anyway God has risen, all hail him.
Yo.
Happy Easter!
Peace out :)
current mood:  calm
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Friday, March 25th, 2005
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9:17 pm - II
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"You know you should be a model."
Oh shut the fuck up. All you want is for me to turn around and compliment you. I'm so sick. Bloody weather. Sneeze, sneeze, sneeze.. thats all I feel like doing. i knew this would happen, my luck it happens before my exams. Yay go me. AARRGGHH.
So what was I talking about last entry..?
Oh yeah that person. Lets call him something ay? Ummm lets call him gym. Cause thats what he does, every freakin day. Go to the gym. He goes there so freakin often he made friends there. ie the girl next door. Don't you love that cliche.. the girl next door... she's in uni.. that all I know about her. So why am I jealous of her.. am i jealous of her? i'm not sure. Anyway.. gym has a girl that he can't get out of his mind like I cannot get him out of my mind. Ahhh.. unrequited love.
It's a bitch isn't it.
I don't know what to do with gym. I enjoy his company yet I despise him. I cannot stand the thought of being "with" him yet I want to be the only one he thinks of. I hate guys. For someone who is oblivious to screwing with my head he's doing a pretty good job.
Did i mention gym's last girlfriend was one of my very good friends.. and lets just say this. They did not part on very good terms. I don't know what to do with him.
I shall have to put him in the "deal with you later" box. God I hate that box. It has gym, schoolies and exams in it. Oops exams shouldn't be in there!
meh.
Happy easter
Ja'dore vu.
current mood:  sick
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2:36 pm - I
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You know everytimes I try and put my feelings in here I come up blank.
No one knows I have this little journal.. well no one I know in person :) I think that this should help me solvew the problems I facee in day to day life and help me keep the viasge that all is well. Since it is... I just am spoilt and ungrateful.
I hope my feelings don't become too apparent, it's a useless task if they do. It makes life hard to deal with.
It's interesting to see what I write in here cause I know no one will see it. Well no one will know it's me cause I'm under a different name. In cognito if you will.
So at the moment I should be studying for exams, but I don't feel like it. I will most likely regret this afterwards but oh well.
Oh crap little cousins can be so annoying. GO AWAY.. oh look they left.. yay for me.
So my eyes have been hurting lately the sting a little.. it's weird maybe it's all the makeup i wear sometimes I'm not sure.
I really enjoy a persons company yet i hate him. is that weird. I'm weird in general.. i have to go study for my exams.
j'dore vu...
current mood:  confused
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Friday, October 8th, 2004
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4:34 am
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I love gaia!! You all should join!!!
here:
current mood:  sleepy
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Saturday, October 2nd, 2004
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3:19 pm - My warning ^__________^
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Friday, October 1st, 2004
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8:29 pm - Fanfictions...
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Okay so here is an up to date update on my current fanfiction stories.
BEYBLADE
Title: Beautiful Disaster
Status: Well I dunno this may end up in the pick-me-up-later-when-you-have-more-time box for the time being since the inspiration for this has died. kuput. zero. But you never know, miracles may happen!
Title: Tysons Special Birthday Present
Status: Complete!
Title: The Little Merman
Status: oh my it ahs been a while huh! well this fic has 2 to 3 chapters left in it and me and Rave are doing our best to get it up for you guys asap without it being a half assed attempt!! please bear with us ^^
EVANGELION
Title: Neon Leviticus Evangelion
Status: i've lost my way on this one.. it may have to go in the
pick-me-up-later-when-you-have-more-time box unfortunatly.
Title: The Dead Body
Status: COMPLETE!! thinking of doing some out takes for it! what do you think- post a comment and tell me!
DRAGONBALL Z
Title: Husband Swap
Status: Well i love this fic and really want to do something with it but have run out of ideas.. if you have any feel free to post them!!!
Thanks guys!!
Lee
current mood:  busy
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6:49 pm - Welcome!
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Hi guys!
After my bout with galangela fever i've hopped back on the band waggon and tried to get all my fics updated.. unfortunatly it's a much bigger job than i expected...
months of neglect have left me with little creative juices not to mention i have been horrid sick in bed for six months and my computer crashed and all my files were deleted. So i decided to create this journal to keep you my loyal and wonderful readers in the know so you know whats going on cause i know how annoying it is for someone not to update forever and not know whats going on...
How many times did i say know aye!!! ^_^
so anyway yeah like my fics this is under construction as well.. i'm trying to make a heaps nice layout and stuff so it is more pleasing to the eye.. in the meantime put up with it!!! #_#
Love you all (j'dore vu )
Lee
current mood: busy
current music: Hoobastank - The Reason
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